&it's a new tomorrow
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
Out the Window..
a fool i was back then, a fool i am still now. i'll keep running till it brings Us sumwhere. "back then it was forever & ever" i quote. if its not now, then when will it ever? *cheeky grinz*
nina made me realise that life isnt always about the greener grass on the other side. its about what u have that instant in which u decide whether u seize the moment, hoping it will flourish in years to come, or.. u let it go.
but if u let go, dun end up regretting. i'm becoming myself agn. that same ol' same ol' cheeky-kontiki back in high school. now we wun get Ourselves caught in an emotional high agn now wud we. i must say i was a lil fiendish and ruthless to put the ex thru test and trials all the time. but they're all the same you see.. they fail tremendously. oh well hello world, guess whos back.
i'm walking out, but soon enough, i'll be running again.. i always have.. so love me when im gone :)
"all i want was to be just friends, understand.. and dont hate me"
&it's a new tomorrow
Sunday, November 9, 2008
plead guilty
"admittance"
its about the things we do in the end regret, dicky. u can reap all u want. but its gonna pinch u harder..so let go
i must say its a first that im glad ur not washing up.
ucuk, ku ingin hanya engkau selalu
&it's a new tomorrow
Monday, October 27, 2008
Fading Existence
for all those things i did wrong , i wanna make it right..
&it's a new tomorrow
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
By Far..
the only reason why i havent been updating is. bcoz im still in love with the very same layzeebummer i fell for back in 1802.. any further pulpy statements i put to words wudnt mean a thing without any executions. but then agn, it's never complete is it if she says "i want to be with someone else". jaded is not that exact word that best descibes my insides. and peepz, pls dun ask me t'find a new gurlfren juz because im not teeky-kontiki since october 07. i dun listen anymore, remmber? *cheeky-grinz*
"the brightness left ur eyes, as i held ur face..
dun tell me its the right time, and ur last words will sustain me until..
my end"
if only i could hold a star for every time u made me smile,
the entire sky wudve been in the palms of my hand. * i noe, we noe* =)
changes are inevitable. and we fall in love with each other every single day. i think u trust me enuff to noe that wawan back then had too many gurl mates, but he's cuttin dwn like how much he cuts dwn on the smoking nowadays. just for You. and he's happy doing it.
the only reason why i havent been updating is. bcoz im still in love with the very same layzeebummer i fell for back in 1802.. any further pulpy statements i put to words wudnt mean a thing without any executions. but then agn, it's never complete is it if she says "i want to be with someone else". jaded is not that exact word that best descibes my insides. and peepz, pls dun ask me t'find a new gurlfren juz because im not teeky-kontiki since october 07. i dun listen anymore, remmber? *cheeky-grinz*
"the brightness left ur eyes, as i held ur face..
dun tell me its the right time, and ur last words will sustain me until..
my end"
if only i could hold a star for every time u made me smile,
the entire sky wudve been in the palms of my hand. * i noe, we noe* =)
changes are inevitable. and we fall in love with each other every single day. i think u trust me enuff to noe that wawan back then had too many gurl mates, but he's cuttin dwn like how much he cuts dwn on the smoking nowadays. just for You. and he's happy doing it.
&it's a new tomorrow
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Actually
"its just round the corner, you'll make it"
Enough with what "they say". if ur man enuff decently, then u stick with ur choices and let the rest reel in like a roll of gazettes.
"its just round the corner, you'll make it"
Enough with what "they say". if ur man enuff decently, then u stick with ur choices and let the rest reel in like a roll of gazettes.
back then they taught me, Ninjas make everything possible.
and Ninjas always finish what they start
BMTC, Ninja Company, 02/07
and Ninjas always finish what they start
BMTC, Ninja Company, 02/07
&it's a new tomorrow
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Off
"u get cut trying to put the pieces back together, and even if u did, u'll always end up with a missing piece"
back then it was a simple gesture, and it became "forever n ever".. n now, its like never.. im at my wits end. u say, maybe its a sign that we're not meant. i noe now why, coz as long as he doesnt cease to exist in ur life,
.. then i will ..
i was the Wan who was suppose to bring u to henderson waves and enjoy starry nitez. ive been dissed a gazillion tyms. nice guyz, i think, do finish Last. oh well.
&it's a new tomorrow
